Resentment
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Poem-Of-Condolence
al-Muqaddimah/Prelude This-Shi`r/Poem is predicated upon a Former-Risālah/Article of mine. The Risālah deals with how Gareth Bryant stands present with those whom come to them for Help. https://gbwrites.com/2023/05/30/garethbryantmatterstoothers/ So long as Allah keeps my Soul in my Body: Gareth Bryant will always be there for you. I will not leave you Although your Heart is pained.Stress… Continue reading
Anger, Anguish, Bereavement, Care, Comfort, Compassion, Concern, Condolence, Courage, Death, Emotin, Emotions, Empathy, Endurance, Feeling, Feelings, Grace, Gratitude, Gtief, Guilt, Healing, Helplessness, Hope, Hopelessness, Humane, Hurt, Life, Loss, Love, Misery, Nobility, Pain, Patience, Peace, Presence, Regret, Resentment, Sadness, Solace, Sorrow, Strength, Tragedy, Vulnerability, Weakness -
an-Nazhr/al-`Ayn (Evil-Eye) via al-Hasad (Envy)
Allah commands us to seek refuge with Them from Envy & Envious-Individuals.(Noble-Qur’ān: Chpt.113&114) Muhammad (Peace be upon them) warned against disclosing Good-News about one’s Self all the Time, and being comfortable keeping Certain-Things to one’s Self, stating that: “The Blessed are always envied.”.(at-Tabarānī) What’s “an-Nazhr/al-`Ayn anyway?!!! It’s an Islāmic-Concept, as well as a Universal-Concept, regarding… Continue reading
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The Portraits of my Life&Style
From 1425, A.H./2014, C.E. till the Present, Gareth Bryant has tried their Hand at Modeling. It’s been a very Interesting-Journey. Personally, it’s been awesome exploring a Realm so/too many Muslim-Men think/feel Self-Conscious about. I myself: I’ve literally been personally attacked via Fellow-Muslims, as per the Modeling I’ve done, for no other Reason than Gross-Fallacies about… Continue reading
Adversity, Anxiety, Challenge, Challenges, Courage, Envy, Excitement, Exploration, Fashion, Fashion World, Fear, Fun, Hateration, Islam, Islamic Teaching, Knowing, Learning, Model, Modeling, Modeling World, Muslim, Muslim Model, Muslim Models, Opposition, Resentment, Test, Tests, The Muslim Model, Trial, Trials, Unknown -
Life has hardened my Heart immensely
https://gbwrites.com/2023/07/23/thebiggerpersonmythos/ I’m Hard-Hearted, not Cold-Hearted. At the Same-Time: I’ve realized that the Warmness of a Heart gets extinguished via the Malice of Others. And, that’s precisely how/why I personally treat Certain-Persons Certain-Ways unapologetically. I specifically remember, when I was Young: not really my Father but my Mother…they’d always complain about me being Unyielding. I never… Continue reading
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My Plantation-Of-Pain
“And never let your hatred, against any People, prevent you from behaving justly.”(Noble-Qur’ān: Chpt.5, V.8) My Father went through a lot in their Life. They were born prematurely, not projected/expected to live beyond 1-Year Old. They had Health-Problems their Entire-Life. And, sadly, they still chose to abuse their Body via Tabacco-Usage & Alcoholism. Their Substance-Abuse… Continue reading
Apathy, Authenticity, Empathy, Ethic, Ethics, Father, Fatherhood, Fathers, Forgiveness, Healing, Honesty, Honor, Immoral, Immorality, Injustice, Integrity, Islam, Islamic Teachings, Justice, Legacy, Loss, Memories, Moral, Morality, Mother, Motherhood, Mothers, Oppression, Pain, Parent, Parenthood, Parents, Principle, Redemption, Repentance, Resentment, Respect, Sorrow, Test, Trauma, Trial, Truth, Vulnerability -
I’m Drained&Disdained
My Mind&Heart like a Battery……stimulated by all the Flatery. Yet, when the Person I love & they love me……made to be distant because of Catastrophe. It hurts, like a Stab into the Muscular-Flesh……numb initially but takes Air out my Chest. I’m expected to erase all of my Love-Loss……as if it was just expendable as Used-Floss.… Continue reading
Anger, Behavior, Concern, Fear, Grief, Healing, Hope, Human Behavior, Human Nature, Humanity, Hurt, Loss, Memories, Nature, Numbness, Pain, Reality, Regret, Relationships, Resentment, Sadness, Separation, Struggle, Trauma, Worry