Dhul-Hijjah 10th, 1446, C.E.:
This Time-Of-Year had me in a Solemn-State. Reason being is because I’d seen Several-Persons I hadn’t seen in Years. It brought me back to the Times we shared, which I was Knee-Deep in al-Hizbiyyah/Religio-Sectarianism. These-Persons in my Life: we shared Lots of Interpersonal-Experiences. Some which’re positive and others which’re negative. It reminded me of the Head/Heart-Space I waa once in, via al-Hizbiyyah, in which Others oppressed me and I equally in turn oppresed Others.
https://gbwrites.com/2024/08/25/religiotermsextremes/
1 Particular-Muslim whom I literally hadn’t seen in Years: they reminded me, as we were talking about how we were once Real-Life Beefin against each other, that I once pulled a Knife on them. Keep-In-Mind: I literally had forgotten that I did this, prior to seeing them via `Īd-il-Adhā. It shocked me, that they remembered me being so violent against them. For the Record: That-Nigga at the Time deserved it. But, that’s actually not the Point. The Point is that the Scenario showed how close I came to harming a Fellow-Muslim. And, in spite of the two of us being Cool after our Fitn/Conflicts against one another: that Reminder of what I did really took me back, to a Time&Place in my Life via al-Hizbiyyah.
https://gbwrites.com/2022/06/28/dangersandidiocyofhizbiyyah/
Those-Amthāl/Examples of History-Of-Qattāl/Violence: it truly had me regretful, in a Deep-Sense, as per how I used to handle Certain-Scenarios as well as how I treated Certain-Persons. Those-Times of my Life I was reminded of left me in a State-Of-Shame, that I allowed myself to be that hostile against Fellow-Muslims whom were being played just like I was all in the Name of al-Hizbiyyah. We were all Sectarian-Entertainment, to appease Sectarian Puppet-Masters, as Pawns to be maneuvered without our Choosing, to fit into the Hizbī/Sectarian-Agendas of Others whom wanted to control our Lives as Muslims.
https://gbwrites.com/2025/06/05/sectariansnevercorrecteachother/
The more we delved into our Past-Experiences, the more I realized that none of us whom were manipulated wantes Things to be the Way they evolved to being. We thought we were really being “Good-Muslims”, as per the Jahālah/Sucka-Shit we used to be upon for Years. It literally took us to break-away from those Ahzāb/Groups, which influenced/dominated our Lives, in order for us to realize how Fucked-Up we were and how oppressive we truly were against Fellow-Muslims. Being Relugio-Sectarian from 1422-2428, A.H/2000-2007, C.E. was the closest I ever got to being a Gang-Member.
https://gbwrites.com/2025/04/28/religiogangbangers/
I very often regretfully reflect, how I was actually prepared to Kill-Or-Be-Killed for a Lame-Ass-Hizb/Sect. That Goofy-Shit was Diabolical. It completely defied Moral-Intelligence.
https://gbwrites.com/2022/07/13/religioextremismbreedscarnage/
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