I write this via Earnest: there’s been Countless-Persons in my Life…I’ve conversed/argued with them regarding their Claims that I don’t care about them. Keep in Mind, that these’re People whom I’ve literally fed before feeding myself, I’ve fed their Offspring, I’ve gotten into Fights to protect them, risked my Life/Freedom to protect them from Harm, saved their Lives (quite literally), etc. And, for any of them to dare claim that I care about them not: it’s literally like a Spit in the Face: beyond being an Insult. This is Human-Nature…this is truly how Certain-People truly are: yoh can give Certain-Persons your Everything & they’ll pretend as though you done nothing for them.
Well…I say Fuck Those-Types/Kinds of People. I’m tired of over-extending myself for Ungrateful-People. This is literally amongst the Many-Reasons how/why I’m such a Selfish-Person. It’s because Many/Most-People take Advantage of Kindness, interpret it as Weakness, attempt to use Benevolence as Leverage against the Generous. I despise when Others attempt to manipulate me. But, as I always tell People: Sometimes you must allow Others to manipulate you, just to assess how far they’d be willing to go to use you. There’s People whom’re willing to manipulate Others all the Time, without Consequence. You must be On-Guard consistently against Persons like them.
Whenever anyone has accused me of “not caring”…it truly hurt me. And, resulting from that, it’s caused me to be very harsh against them thereafter. Now, I’ve never been a Coldhearted-Person. But, I’m most definitely always been a Hardhearted-Person. I’ve 0-Issue/Problem cutting anyone off whom refuses to appreciate me as per what I’ve done for them. And, it matters not whether someone is: Muslim, Relative, Friend, Schoolmate/Classmate, Co-Worker, etc. It doesn’t matter whom they are to me…I’ll cut a Mothafucka off quick without thinking twice. That’s the Price paid for treating me like Shit.
My Affinity towards People isn’t “unconditional”. I’ve certainly Boundaries as per any/all my Human-Relationships. And, there’s Certain-Things that if/when done against me I react in a Harsh-Way unapologetically. And, whomever takes Issue with it…Fuck em. That’s exclusively their Problem & not mine.
Gareth Bryant
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